A big dream of mine is to be a Vtuber of some kind. The idea of being an anime avatar and saying anything you want just sounds really cool.
You can say anything stupid and no one would even bat an eye because "awww anime gurl cute X3"
Is saving images to your hard drive considered art theft now?! I can't believe it lol
In that case, I'm the biggest art thief ever! I literally have GBs worth of art that I keep. Some I even use as desktop wallpapers.
Then again, this is twitter I'm talking about, OF COURSE THEY THINK LIKE THIS!
Also, why should I ask permission to save an image to keep for personal use? That's sounds so odd to me and it doesn't make sense... tbh, I need to stop lurking on twitter altogether...Even thought people mostly post their art there, sometimes even exclusively...
I feel like I need a break from the internet now. I'm feeling all negative and don't want to express that online, and paranoid that people hate me and want me to fuck off, and is draining. I need to focus on myself a little more and try not to draw attention to myself.
Drawing emotes is much harder than I thought. I'm not used to making things small and chibi
Also, can someone tell me how people make their lineart so crisp and sharp?! Mine's always looks like pixelated garbage lol
I don't understand why there are so many people in my life that doesn't want me to be happy, or at least want me to do better. Its so ass backwards.
They'll just flip out and act like I caused a genocide, and say that I'm being abusive or something when I say to myself "if only I moved out and actually do something with my life and be like any other person in society...". Imagine having parents like that... My mom just roll her eyes and scoff like I'm too stupid to even do such things and just tells me I'm just so annoying. It immediately brings my self esteem lower that it already is. After so many years of my life of mental disorders taking over my life and chronic stress and being looked down like I have literally no brain, I just feel tired.
I don't know how can people create covers without wanting to tear their own hair from their scalp. Trying to make a certain voicebank breathe when they don't have breaths, to wanting to make it sound less choppy or robotic, my brain is too small to even work on it for long periods and just get distracted by something else... Respect to people who can actually create anything with any Vocalsynth software.
I was originally was just going to type "sussy baka", but I wanted to vent this out