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  • MAN I wish I had tried harder to learn to draw because I always come up with all this detailed cover art in my head but I can never make it
    Krin
    Krin
    It's never too late to start I believe!! It's more fun when you learn to draw what you enjoy and don't put so much pressure on the end result looking good. You don't necessarily have to be good at drawing for you to still be able to enjoy the process :mikiv4_ani_lili:
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    Oh no now I want to do an Iroha cover of Rinbu Revolution I can't even handle Amore how am I going to do THAT
    patuk
    patuk
    beeeeen especially thinking about the second ending song! i'm hoping i'd show off her lovely falsetto well but I hope it won't so high that she'll sound strained. the 1st ending would be cool to cover too but I don't believe there's HQ off vocal of it :C

    also I've had utena cover idea featuring Kaori since foreveeer but thats a surprise ;D
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    Tema
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    Nice! I had thought about that ending too ("truth," isn't it? I should know because I was literally listening to it as I wrote this status but I can't remember :teto_lili: ). See now I almost want to try to remake the instrumental someday but I'm already in over my head jdjdjddjsjsb
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    I believe in youuuuu Temaaaaaaaaaaaaa :ia_ani_lili:
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    Ahhhh I had something I really wanted to do today but my body is saying no. Stupid body why can't we get along for once? Anyway, happy new year!
    Still thinking about that time I accidentally said "I love you" to the president of AHS on a YOI-related post he made (Japanese is hard sometimes lmao) (Though it was more me being lazy and not realizing what dropping the 写真が might imply until he responded with a blushing emoji)
    It feels ironic because this entire year I've been saying I'd buy the AHS New Year's Pack if I got my passion back for Vocaloid and I *did* but now I don't want it because I only care about having Iroha :teto_lili: (I mean I still love Kiyoteru and Sora and might buy them one day but)
    Oh no now I want to try to do my own cover of Amore. I almost thought of being super ambitious and doing an English dub but I don't think I could come up with a cis explanation for me belting "THAT'S THE KIND OF MAN I AM!" if my dad happened to hear :teto_lili:
    Wow I can’t believe after 10-11 years PinocchioP might finally be getting dethroned as my all time favorite producer. I just read Teniwoha’s bio and I’ll definitely have to check out their other work when I’m not so fixated on Villain
    I just remembered last night and I can't stop thinking about the female UTAU I auditioned to voice, they loved my voice and I was so excited to do it, and then I flaked out on ever recording the samples. I used the excuse I wasn't satisfied with my mic , and I wanted to manage my own UTAU, but now it was just so obviously gender dysphoria. Too bad, I could have done the absolute power move of whipping her out and saying "HERE YOU take the voice if you like it so much" if/when I had ever started HRT ROFL (ETA: I was just reading the convos and apparently I actually WAS having serious mic issues but the Point Remains because I had cheaper mics available and they really didn't give a crap about quality as long as the voicer was willing to work with them on updates)
    I don’t know if it’s just me or not, but it seems like Kyounosuke has been so much more active on social media since he came out and it reminds me of how I was the same way when I first came out to my friends on Facebook

    (One day, I may stop talking about this stuff so much, but today is not that day unfortunately lol my apologies)
    So I bought a Kyounosuke album that has an instrumental for my favorite song of his and ever since last night I've been eyeing it going, "You know I'm pretty sure this is in my range..."
    So I decided to sign up for that music production class again... the one I gave up on last time it was run... because honestly the one video I quit watching two minutes in because I was out of time to back out haunted me because I feel like it was exactly what I needed to really get started writing songs lollllllllll
    Mind if I just have a panic attack in a status update here because this is the first outlet I found (to be fair it's... tangentially fandom related? hah... hah...)

    This might sound silly to somebody else but it's a really big deal to me. So I drummed up the courage to leave a comment on Kyounosuke's Facebook post about his coming out video because I saw he was reacting to all of them and then when I got on Facebook later I saw that he'd posted again (since I left the comment) and he hadn't reacted to mine and I've been worried I said something horrible somehow and I've been obsessing over it since I noticed it yesterday and I think I may have figured out what I said wrong and I'm so fucking mortified at the thought I might have hurt or offended him unintentionally because following his work has meant so much to me and I just wanted to reach out to him because I have no one outside the Vocaloid community to relate to like this in my life and oh goooods please please please just let me be overthinking this somehow because on top of all the pain I've been feeling about living with my transphobic dad this weekend thinking I hurt Kyounosuke on top of it just- it HURTS TOO MUCH AND I CAN'T CALM DOWN :mikoto_lili: I deleted the comment because I was couldn't stop stressing about it but that hasn't stopped me from panicking gods I wish I could call my therapist I wish I didn't have to bottle this up until Wednesday
    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    It might have gotten emotionally overwhelming for him is my guess. I understand your anxiety regarding it, but just know it's unlikely you offended him! If you had he could have easily deleted your comment, after all. Things are alright, I promise! :akasakiminato_lili:
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    Tema
    Tema
    You're a lifesaver :akasakiminato_lili: :akasakiminato_lili: I feel like I can actually breathe again. I didn't even consider that he could have deleted it himself X'D
    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    Just take it easy, okay? Have a snack and a drink, watch some Yuri on Ice, and just relax for the evening. You deserve it!
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    I think Kyounosuke's video may have helped permanently eff over the last bit of patience I had with having to hide in the closet and I'm honestly terrified as heck because I've been dependent on my dad because of my health for so long I don't really know if I can be independent but dang if I don't really want out of here by sometime next year even as much as the pandemic/world scares me lol
    This is the second time this week I've been unable to sleep a wink because I was too excited about fandom news I need an intervention lmao
    Tema
    Tema
    Oh no, don't worry about it! I'm sorry if it came off as me sounding upset, I'm not. <3 It's just that the first one involves something personal that I haven't told a lot of people and I'm not used to being even remotely open about it so I hesitated saying directly how much the news affected me :iroha_lili: The second one was just all the Synth V news, especially Maki English and Saki AI (I went and bought her standard bank to get the code for her when I could have just downloaded her lite oneXD)
    Cerāgi <º•
    Cerāgi <º•
    My bad, I overlooked your reply 😖.
    I completely get it now though, don’t worry at all, if you’re not comfortable with saying it, that’s totally fine; the important thing is that you actually enjoyed it for your own good 😊.
    As for the second one, yeahh, I read synthv is dishing out so many projects rn 😱(also, I now want to use Saki AI’s trial, I’m really curious about it ahah)
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    Tema
    Tema
    I haven’t been able to get around to downloading and using it yet but from how someone I follow on Twitter described it sounds exactly like what I need, because it seems to do the leg work for you and then you can customize it. I was always so bad at building a workflow so it sounds perfect for me
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