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  • holding back my hands from instinctively lowering this vsqx multiple semitones just so i can make cul sounds way more deep but its a group project so. must. stay in line. doesnt mean i wont go hard on the gen tho
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    i tend to put her on lower exciter and add little bit of air to add some more texture to the voice! But that's just my workflow!

    and ofc we're always here to render her for you once the trial runs out :yanhe_lili:
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    yess i do that with flower basically and i love how that sounds haha! hopefully ill get a good idea of her sound before i possibly run out. i always like hearing the loid i am tuning tbh, it kinda helps me get a sense of uniqueness over just slapping any voice on it
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    Yeah I definitely get you! It's better that way! If you'll need any directions as to how to make miss Cul sound better we're here!
    you know its funny i was really not a fan of IA's voice, like her vocaloid voice, but i have come to like it a bit more after the development of her new voice since i *definitely* dont like her new voice at all lol...
    i may be quite absent as i am finally getting top surgery at the end of the month.... i was shocked i got an appointment so soon after my first consultation but im not complaining. i cant help but be anxious as i have never had surgery but i am not gonna chicken out just because of that! i know i wanted to do it so i wont lose this moment to get it out of the way.

    im also hype because i plan to get tattoos around the area as i plan to go no n-p (can i say that here?) and want to put something pretty there.... been having So many tat ideas (should be said, i dont have any tats and im very excited to get some at some point after this!)
    ohhh mozaik role reloaded???? out of all deco songs that has always been one of my top faves..... to see it redone has me thrilled (but im still more fond of gumi vocals since its what i remember the most abt it). probably unpopular opinion but i did always feel like the chorus could be stronger intrumentally tbh so i like this remake for that reason. mostly when i do go back to the og i feel like it couldve had a bit more of Something in it
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    and that pv was so fuckin good.... there was also some human cover i LOVED but i cannot for the life of me find it
    the thought of "i can fix her" keeps coming up when i look at the eleanor box art but lets me real if i really wanted to fix her id completely redesign her whole character design anyways and i dont have time for that
    i love a wide range of flower originals but i wish ppl realized more what they keep thinking is "high pitch" isnt high pitch at all its just 'low' GEN (cute sound) and flower is very much in her range. (but yes i do wish ppl used her without GEN tbh)
    might as this again in a forum thread at a decent time but does anyone know the best/most definitive Arpasing english list?? i recorded mine ages ago right when it came out and its definitely missing some sounds that i have seen in more recent usts. i recall some people making their own revisions but idk which one covers the most bases so i dont have this issue with usts...

    i am aware there is an arpasing website with reclists posts but im not sure which one to go for, mainly.
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    Depends on what youre going for but as a starting point, the default one had been updated so maybe you could just record that
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    i did record mine super early in development so ill take a look at the newest default one and see if now covers everything i seem to be missing, its been so long im sure lol. wasnt sure if fan made lists were become more popular for arpasing or not.
    yes i did watch the new mlp movie i have some onions on it but i liked it. do i suddenly want to draw ponies for no reason???? also yes. may revive my old ponysona which i made years ago lol cuz why not
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    also sorry main cast???? only care about sugar moonlight in this house

    give her too me. i need to see more of that eye liner
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    i havent and now i want to. look at sugar moonlight oh my god
    it is a surprise to me i havent gotten more mean comments about the way i have drawn v flower as i always make her fatter than what the canon art shows. not even that crazy about it but hell it im gonna draw stick. but i also dont post my art around way too much for the sake of myself... which means i likely avoid stupid comments, thankfully. anyways yes i was specifically thinking about drawing flower again and also how i make her chubby so thats why i made this post lol
    a certain Dennoko song kinda become popular recently after having known it for years, and i really kinda wanna cover it and tbh im surprised a ust/vsq hasnt popped up for it.... but i guess it namely became popular in the yt animation community and not nessecarily around vocaloid/utau users.... kinda wanna comm someone to make me a base file...
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    also im talking about dai dai dai kirai, which as far as i can see no ones made a file for it- which understandable it doesnt seem dennoko has released instrumentals like that but. im still desperate to cover it and messily make my own instrumental lol
    kinda personal but i just need to ramble for a moment.... ive been dxed with a couple mental illness labels which are things that were always solid and expected bc theyre trauma related but ive recently come to the confirmation of two other disorders which, theyve always been a thing, have certainly pulled together sooooo much more about my life- ocd and ocpd. in a good way i can be totally aware on What it is and will now get a specialist for it and thats good. but its really a different kinda hell to process bc not only has it really been detrimental to my functioning outside of trauma/dissociation that i didnt realize, but its a disorder that really gets the wrong kinda impression by most people. media has completely ruin "what" it is. you know how casually people say "wow im so ocd for being organized lol!!" and stuff like that.

    so im sitting here trying to process all of how its affected me up tot his point...bc it messes with a lot, be it my sense of reality or my presentation towards others, and i dont want to be a person who fucks up all kinds of relationships bc i dont know how to deal with it. its something i see happening, get mad about, but no matter what i cannot stop that thought of "i am doing this for the right reason" and do it. the therapy part is hard, because its a new thing all over again, and its overwhelming to know im in another phase of recovery alongside my trauma work.

    but im trying to find the small things to help ya know. like i need hobbies, i need to keep myself busy but not with "work". i get too caught up in my time being wasted bc of this kinda mindset, call me a "workaholic" thats the ocpd for you lol. i look forward to setting myself a schedule in which i dedicate time to "not work" things. i need some damn breathing space bc i basically soffocate myself in work every day.... so even tho this shit is hard part of me is looking forward to that moment where i start to learn things that make it all feel a little better at least.
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    will also say one of my key issues mostly in giving myself time to do things "for fun" is i get caught up in non-work things being a waste of time. like, watching a tv show or playing a game is a "waste" of my time bc work it more important, and i also have issues deciding to commit to it. i do realize some of that is rooted in those things having a less defined ending ya know? a video game may be too big to finish if its open world, a tv series may have multiple seasons to it. so im trying to scale back and realize what hobbies have set goals. if it has a set goal in mind i think i can do it- complete a puzzle, follow a bob ross video, follow a cross stitch pattern, etc. even when it comes to my creative hobbies like writing or drawing, goal is really solid if i dont know what to draw or i dont have a finished outline! maybe this will help others if they struggle with it too because ive realized vague goals arent helpful to my orderly brain lol.
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    OCD is really tough, I'm glad you've found some clarity with it! Hope any treatment you take on goes well. It really is a condition that manifests in so many ways, just figuring out you have it is a battle.
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    thank you! its gonna be another long journey for sure and that is always the daunting part.
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    not every new pinocchio p song is a new fave for me but regardless of that i think my favorite thing about his music isnt necessarily the sound (which i generally like but can admittedly feel samey. still a nice sound i like to play tho), but the lyrics? its hard to describe as im only view it from the side of it being translated to english but theres a lot of good word play and puns in many of his songs which i think is really neat to hear/read, mostly when learning about the japanese language.
    grrr bark violence at my brain bc i have ideas to design my new/remake UTAU but i just cannot sit down and get my hands to draw. i also need to record a bank again.... maybe ill do a whisper bank, those are always so quick and easy bc i know no one in the house will hear me do it lol
    i find it interesting how flower has been (more lately than before) the subject of songs with confusing notions on gender and identity. i feel theres been an uptick in that. definitely welcoming more.
    i want to keep the name "xed" for my utau but i also admittedly like the aesthetic of japanese characters for a name instead bc thats kinda 'image' i want my utau to play. like a typical japanese virtual idol. but honestly unsure how i potentially edit their name to fit the characters....
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    i was think thinking of just writing it as "sedu" and "zedu"? but i also kinda wanna change the name completely bc its such a basic sounding name lol

    BUT i was also thinking of maybe writing it almost like a pun (not the word im looking for) as メヅ "medu" because "me" looks like an X in katakana. kinda cute? and putting it through google translate to check (to make sure its not a weird word) is just Mez. might be a good reference to make to the old name while rebranding to a new name!
    Nokone Miku
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    You could go with ゼタ as "Zetta" or ゼッド as Zeddo.
    the song crime & punishment is a song i still find nostalgic and honestly if a cover of it doesnt sound robotic and 'low quality' i just cant hear it! im just so used to how that song sounded at its time of release lol
    i could go on FOREVER about what a good, easy to read vocaloid design is tbh. i study character design and its what i tend to specialize in so noticing when its hard to simplify a design comes to my mind often
    dug up an old cover i had started of my utau dueting with flower in "magnet" and ya know what. im gonna be self indulgent tonight and fix it up with my 2020 bank. ill post it tomorrow. kinda in a mood to actually get on reviving my utau so, maybe some designs will be brainstormed this week too
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