I hope this is an okay place to do a little venting.
I really want to do stuff with NNSVS because I'm dying for some good open source vocal synth software, but every time I try, my stupid brain gets overwhelmed by information and its gets the killscreen like in Pac-Man. Trying to do any programming with unmedicated/largely untreated ADHD is hell. I bought a Raspberry Pi over a year ago because I want to learn Python, but I've barely touched it.
I am getting new meds in about a week, but I really don't know how much help they'll be yet, if any. I don't know what I'm going to do if they don't work. I love working with computers and I'm super interested in AI and machine learning and such, but what am I going to do if my brain just doesn't work the way I need it to? It's so frustrating.