oh neat synth v keeps crashing when i try to generate auto tuning
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:') the annoyance of downloading a midi for a song to cover but then getting half way into throwing down lyrics when you realize the midi isnt.... accurate. like it just take liberties and starts doing something not exactly accurate to the melody line.... sigh. time to throw it back into fl and fix it manually
ugh ugh i just need to vent/rant some life frustrations
i mentioned it a bit ago but ive been trying to move out for the first time, find a place to rent in the area. in general the rent situation is a mess w how much places are getting taken and all that and right around holidays makes it even harder. but im just having a hell time and i feel utterly disregarded by landlords who clearly are jumping around to the easiest available person.
idk why but all these online credit sites they want to use for background checks pulls up nothing for me?? even tho i can request my credit report through the gov, it still doesnt show up on typical sites like transunion, equifax, etc... every goddamn time i have submitted an app its a quick "sorry, you have no history, we cannot accept your app!" when i could very easily just... send them my credit history report myself. but im left in silence or, more likely a lot of silence from last weeks apps due to the holidays. which im more down about because i just feel like theyve already made up their choices pre holidays and i just havent heard back and probably wont until after new year.
i get a lot of these things the landlords are using sites that have background info easily given at entering your ssn but for some reason i just dont exist on these sites. and they only rely on them for this info??? even though i could just hand them the papers myself. this is the kind of modernization of tech i dont like... where theres like twenty different services with varying information, and the ppl using them not caring enough to work something out if the service is broken or whatever.
just completely frusterated and upset being disregarded when trying to ask them to just hold on and let me get them some info. i hope most of the silence is just the holidays and that im not being ghosted entirely....
oh nooo i kinda assumed solaria would come out like... mid-late jan! ive bought so many things around xmas i feel anxious potentially spending money on her... i gotta hold myself back and at least give some time to hear more usage. i know i will likely buy her but i gotta justify it just a little by not grabbing her day of.
dug up a very nicely tuned vsqx in my files i have had since 2016 and while i knew it would be hell to edit it to synth v (all the note bending...help) ive sat down and just editted it for the past 5 hours and only just got the main track done. typically i wouldnt do this but the file it so good and Anri sounds real nice with it so... we'll see if i finish this lol
does the cross-langauge update not work with the AI lite banks...? (yet?) notably there was no update for them but they definitely dont work. i can choose the language for eleanor and anri to sing (both full banks) but not saki AI or rikka AI lite versions... was hoping to try the lite versions before considering any of them as english options :/
hmmm if anyone knows how to purchase Qing su let me know? i thought the page iw as at was for digital, but the check out page shows stuff like shipping cost, as if its going to deliver. not sure where the digital page is or if i need to check something else on the page...
hmmmm the thoughts on how to expand my synth v voices is hard to decide on... ive definitely had interest in saki and qingsu and id love to get them but. decisions...
the potential to buy more Synth V voices i can Actually use in my own music production has increased and im overwhelmed!! i pretty much put down the idea of buying non-english banks because like... its just too much of a hassle for me to get the right sound in my english songs. but that has changed now and ill have to see what people do with this development so get an idea of what voices i may buy.... im just blown away as someone who constantly makes japanese vocaloids sing english... it is a lotta hassle and now all that hassle has been removed from synth v basically.
i keep listening to music that is so inspiring and making me go "yes i wanna make music again!!" but in between all my attempting to move out for the first time its been a bit too hellish for me to sit down and make music. i sit down and instead draw or write bc its what i know and music is still like... difficult enough that its really draining to do and its not really 'relaxing' in the way i can just not care when i go to write and draw lol. soon hopefully... really hoping to get moved out soon.
Art summary time!
Take a look at my past ones as well :)
(hope the minor artistic nudity in one of those is ok lol)
*April was lined by my friend stumpyfeather on tumblr. but sketch, color, bg etc by me!
waiting for solaria is so annoying because im sitting here with some wip covers and im like... ok well maybe eleanor or anri sounds good but... what is solaria works too..... i want to have all the possible options before i settle on a voice dfkjhgdfkg
i havent had a drive to draw any vocaloid stuff- i typically dont unless its for a cover- but i have been drawing a lotta humans lately because of my hyperfocus on hot wheels acceleracers/world race.... fyi i have been into it for a Long time but i had a proper mental break from a lotta stressful things and for the first time in ages im drawing something Different that i really enjoy which is dudes from a crappy hot wheels cartoon. and im very happy without how my art is looking- i was in a burn out for like... a YEAR but i wasnt even aware bc i kept pushing myself to create under pressure.
i dont post off topic art here, and its all on my hot wheels sideblog on tumblr zed-36, but i wanted to share some under this spoiler bc im just really happy with my art again after a long time!
been taking things loose and not really doing more than sketches right also because i am learning CSP and its weird lol. but it is so refreshing to pull myself out of that burnout with something i am really enjoying (for the many who likely dont follow me anywhere i have been drawing cats nonstop for the last year and its been hard for me to break away from for very complicated reasons with my ocd lmao.. addicted to validation and pressured by the way creators are expected to create content regardless of burnout, yadda yadda)
strange pronunciation with synth v i thought i was just going nuts listening to this but the phonemes put in by the engine proves it
"losing" you know... "im losing my mind" "youre losing the game" etc
[ ow ]...... it keeps putting this like "low-sing"????
even better i put "loosing" because i decided to take the double o's literal and see if it worked and it did
i dont even think its a real word to put -ing on "loose"?
i feel like im crazy and there some new definition and pronunciation to losing that i didnt know about. genuinely looked up a dictionary to make sure i was thinking of the right sound lol.
does synth v have like.... a problem with "-" notes and moving them.......... im just trying to break up this long note for pitch bending it with notes and it has crashed like 5 times after i move around these "-" notes and they overlap. wtf. its not super consistent either
god being physically sick like with a flu is just the worst feeling, i forget because i havent gotten sick at all. and even right now its just my covid booster (and before that, my vaccine). im achy and tired and have a headache and all i have in my brain is to do nothing forever because this gross feeling feels like itll never go away
probably wont any anri covers to share as im a little unsure on What to make her sing but for now i will share this little plug in:
i already feel like she will fit very well into my instrumental/originals style so i plugged her into this yung lean cover i did a few years ago with eleanor- i remade it in 2020 to a more stripped down sound and i think she sounds lovely. its very soft and i prefer her way of pronouncing over eleanor... there is very very little tuning here, no gen applied. but i feel she will fit into a lotta what i like by making her voice a little deeper with gen.
intrumental by me as stated. also a few words are a little odd as its what og eleanor sang and i forgot to alter it
waking up to anri download.... i will be quite busy today but im so ready to check her out!
tbh as much as i can criticize the lack of "unique" english AI voices i really of course love that we are getting any at all because 1) gotta start somewhere to see if people like what theyre given, before doing something more out there, right? 2) i really think anri, eleanor, and solaria will complement each other very well... i feel like all three of them could work in harmonies with each other. excited to see what people may do with all of them together! im much more for Anri and Solaria over Eleanor right now, but theyre all welcome additions to at least seeing the library of english AI voices expand with their success and use
wew. things have been kinda crazy but in a good way. im taking a step to move out of my house (which i have lived in my whole life, with my dad and bro) which i only really delayed on so much (no matter how much i wanted to move) because of my mental health. in 2018-2019 i was still have a really hard time mentally even with the therapists i was seeing. but early 2020 i finally found a therapist who has helped me in ways i never expected. it feel good, and strange, to look back and think "wow, i really have gotten better."
if there is any one way i can define this change its confidence. before i was really stuck in my trauma. i was angry with everyone around me, i hated having to deal with them everyday, but i was alos terrifed of everything on the outside because i feared it would just repeat and repeat forever. cptsd but me on defense mode in a way that isolated me from making real progress. i hated living at home because of that-- and my negative opinions on my family still stands even after my mindset changing on How to think of them lol. but coming to push their issues away in order to accept it wont change and its not my job to change them has given me peace in where i am right now, but also the confidence to face whatever the world will be like. i need to move, for me, for my health, for my independence.
ive been doing therapy since my mom died at 16 bc i couldnt do it with her grasp on me, and even by the time i was 20 i still was jumping around looking for the kind of healing that worked for me. ive found it, and after almost 3 years of that, its just insane to me to think "i got better" no matter how much more work i have to do. 20 year old me would have never thought it -
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