wew. boy. just finished writing a 7k word fic that i chipped away at for the last 2-3 weeks.... i like writing a lot too, and this is definitely the longest oneshot i have written in a while. even tho i know some people who write more, the way i handled writing this makes me really happy. because i realized i rush a lot of the creative work i do-- art, writing, tuning, etc... i rush it all the time.
and writing it one that is technically the hardest to rush- bc doing it quickly means cutting out a lotta obvious content, so its one thing i am forced to take my time on. even so i may have fics i force to end a little too fast, or i feel myself getting bored with a scene bc i wanna jump to the next part. but i had a vision for this and i didnt want to ruin it, and with holidays and stuff to distract me along w other shit, i realized it was a nice break from all that and so i savored the moments where i had that inspiration and sat down to write.
i really gotta get on the mindset that its ok to take my time and i end up with a product im much more happy with in general if i do. i gotta do it with art and tuning and editting really badly- bc i want to do those things but i just know its not gonna get me anywhere if i jus continue to rush it to completion. i know full well i have no reason to rush but it just become to automatic that the end is all that matters, not matter the process.
but theres was an update, and a new voice which is vocoder inspired in case anyone is wondering. cant recall if we had an emvoice thread lol