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Twillby

Twillby

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  • Twillby
    I don’t know if it’s just me or not, but it seems like Kyounosuke has been so much more active on social media since he came out and it reminds me of how I was the same way when I first came out to my friends on Facebook

    (One day, I may stop talking about this stuff so much, but today is not that day unfortunately lol my apologies)
    Twillby
    So I bought a Kyounosuke album that has an instrumental for my favorite song of his and ever since last night I've been eyeing it going, "You know I'm pretty sure this is in my range..."
    Twillby
    So I decided to sign up for that music production class again... the one I gave up on last time it was run... because honestly the one video I quit watching two minutes in because I was out of time to back out haunted me because I feel like it was exactly what I needed to really get started writing songs lollllllllll
    Twillby
    Mind if I just have a panic attack in a status update here because this is the first outlet I found (to be fair it's... tangentially fandom related? hah... hah...)

    This might sound silly to somebody else but it's a really big deal to me. So I drummed up the courage to leave a comment on Kyounosuke's Facebook post about his coming out video because I saw he was reacting to all of them and then when I got on Facebook later I saw that he'd posted again (since I left the comment) and he hadn't reacted to mine and I've been worried I said something horrible somehow and I've been obsessing over it since I noticed it yesterday and I think I may have figured out what I said wrong and I'm so fucking mortified at the thought I might have hurt or offended him unintentionally because following his work has meant so much to me and I just wanted to reach out to him because I have no one outside the Vocaloid community to relate to like this in my life and oh goooods please please please just let me be overthinking this somehow because on top of all the pain I've been feeling about living with my transphobic dad this weekend thinking I hurt Kyounosuke on top of it just- it HURTS TOO MUCH AND I CAN'T CALM DOWN :mikoto_lili: I deleted the comment because I was couldn't stop stressing about it but that hasn't stopped me from panicking gods I wish I could call my therapist I wish I didn't have to bottle this up until Wednesday
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    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    It might have gotten emotionally overwhelming for him is my guess. I understand your anxiety regarding it, but just know it's unlikely you offended him! If you had he could have easily deleted your comment, after all. Things are alright, I promise! :akasakiminato_lili:
    Twillby
    Twillby
    You're a lifesaver :akasakiminato_lili: :akasakiminato_lili: I feel like I can actually breathe again. I didn't even consider that he could have deleted it himself X'D
    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    Just take it easy, okay? Have a snack and a drink, watch some Yuri on Ice, and just relax for the evening. You deserve it!
    Twillby
    I think Kyounosuke's video may have helped permanently eff over the last bit of patience I had with having to hide in the closet and I'm honestly terrified as heck because I've been dependent on my dad because of my health for so long I don't really know if I can be independent but dang if I don't really want out of here by sometime next year even as much as the pandemic/world scares me lol
    Twillby
    This is the second time this week I've been unable to sleep a wink because I was too excited about fandom news I need an intervention lmao
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    Twillby
    Twillby
    Oh no, don't worry about it! I'm sorry if it came off as me sounding upset, I'm not. <3 It's just that the first one involves something personal that I haven't told a lot of people and I'm not used to being even remotely open about it so I hesitated saying directly how much the news affected me :iroha_lili: The second one was just all the Synth V news, especially Maki English and Saki AI (I went and bought her standard bank to get the code for her when I could have just downloaded her lite oneXD)
    Cerāgi <º•
    Cerāgi <º•
    My bad, I overlooked your reply 😖.
    I completely get it now though, don’t worry at all, if you’re not comfortable with saying it, that’s totally fine; the important thing is that you actually enjoyed it for your own good 😊.
    As for the second one, yeahh, I read synthv is dishing out so many projects rn 😱(also, I now want to use Saki AI’s trial, I’m really curious about it ahah)
    Twillby
    Twillby
    I haven’t been able to get around to downloading and using it yet but from how someone I follow on Twitter described it sounds exactly like what I need, because it seems to do the leg work for you and then you can customize it. I was always so bad at building a workflow so it sounds perfect for me
    Twillby
    i just listened to the mere plug-n-play of this VSQx and almost started crying. I might actually have to try to make this cover work if I feel that strongly about it XP
    Twillby
    Downloaded Lumi's trial on the off chance I could use V5 magic to get her to sound the way I hoped she would sound before she came out. No such miracle has occurred (curse you Bernkastel) but I'm still tinkering with it and might do a cover with her anyway unless someone's already done the ones I had in mind XP
    Twillby
    I know I'm too far gone in the vocal synth fandom to ever leave when even cupcakes remind me of them
    At least Dad agreed with me when I showed him a pic of Miku and Luka lol
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    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    God, saaaaaaame... we have a Sharpie display at work, where customers can test them out, and I like arranging them so all my favorite pairings’ colors are next to each other. Blue and red, green and pink, teal and yellow...
    MillyAqualine
    MillyAqualine
    Reminds me the time I've seen the limited edition of a Fiat 500 and I suddenly imagined MitchieM collaborating with them using Miku and Luka because of the aesthetics lol -also imagined a song involving Tone Rion because someone once said back in V3 era her looks reminded them of a cupcake and I could easily see it too )
    Twillby
    Buying Iroha Soft feels like a bit of a waste now that I have V5 but oh welp, the more Iroha the merrier I guess
    Twillby
    Started rewatching Yuri on Ice again because of the new trailer and now I want to cover the ending song go figure (I meant to cover it ages ago but never did)
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    Twillby
    Twillby
    They're working on a movie right now, they put out a teaser for it a couple days ago.

    Thanks! I'm so fickle when it comes to doing covers I rarely get anything done but maybe one of these times I'll do something X'P
    Jisenku
    Jisenku
    go figure eight
    Cerāgi <º•
    Cerāgi <º•
    That teaser looks so amazing!! 🥶🥶
    Now I’m *definitely* looking forward for that!
    Aand don’t worry about the cover, I’m used to finishing them extremely occasionally too, so I completely understand the struggle ahah 😅.
    Should you decide to do it though, I’d be more than happy to give it a listen ;3 👍🏻
    Twillby
    I'm so hopelessly lost in the When They Cry franchise that when I first saw AI Saki's "Katorea no Saku Koro Ni" demo a part of my brain wanted to believe it was a Ryukishi07 reference (and so it amused me greatly when his series Higanbana no Saku Yoru ni was the second thing to come up in the search results upon googling the song title XP)
    Twillby
    Of course a sale had to start on the day I get my back pay skdkdjjdkdkdkdk Iwillnotbuykagaminesiwillnotbuykagamines
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    Jisenku
    Jisenku
    Did you buy the Kagamines?

    I bet you did
    Twillby
    Twillby
    Nah, I managed to restrain myself. I like them but not quite enough to buy them when I barely if ever use the ones I have to begin with lol
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