I just remembered last night and I can't stop thinking about the female UTAU I auditioned to voice, they loved my voice and I was so excited to do it, and then I flaked out on ever recording the samples. I used the excuse I wasn't satisfied with my mic , and I wanted to manage my own UTAU, but now it was just so obviously gender dysphoria. Too bad, I could have done the absolute power move of whipping her out and saying "HERE YOU take the voice if you like it so much" if/when I had ever started HRT ROFL (ETA: I was just reading the convos and apparently I actually WAS having serious mic issues but the Point Remains because I had cheaper mics available and they really didn't give a crap about quality as long as the voicer was willing to work with them on updates)