If anyone has any good free or cheap DAW suggestions please let me know ! I haven't finished anything with Saki yet cause FL studio is... not great it has the weird snap things that won't allow me to place the audio in such a way
Bruh got my tooth sawed down and a crown put on it today and it legit does not feel right at all .-. like I know this is a normal feeling when this gets done so I'm not worried but it feels so alien :x
https://clyp.it/rleust1pHad to fix something but it back now I LOVE SAKI so much the only thing I don't like is having to use a different program to mess with the vocals like EQ and stuff but I can live with it cause it is much easier to tune in SynthV :x
My first counseling session went well I think? Got another one next week this one focused on a more get to know me and quick chat. He's thinking my depression is an effect of my anxiety and low self esteem :x hes got me doing a counteracting? exercise when my mind wanders into the list of reasons everyone hates me to try and help alleviate the thoughts. Less see how this goes I'm hopeful tho!
Follow up to my previous rant so like dear diary I legit have no clue why I have been in this depression but its been going on for a few years now I've been trying to stick to Health care and convince myself that I will get out of it but I never do and it is taking a toll and I feel like I should cut my losses and quit and enroll in college but at the same time I feel guilty for having these thoughts so nothing ever comes from them and its just been a compounding weight for a while and I have no clue. I did love health care when I first started it and thought it was my passion but I guess I am burnt out. Anyway sorry for depressing wall of words
Sorry to go ranty rn but gotta treat this like a diary for a moment but I am at a lack of sleep rn with my mental state legit crashing from isolation over COVID now facing the fear that I very well can catch it now that I am on the Covid unit at work and I legit have no clue what to do right now .-.