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cafenurse

cafenurse

Still misses Anri Rune 22 From USA
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  • cafenurse
    i was taking pictures by a river today and some girl drove by and shouted "yes sexy queen!" and now i feel unstoppable
    riz_lady
    Hey Cafe! Is it ok if I DM you privately? I'm looking into the Diana + Dex song you mentioned and I wanna share with you my findings without clogging the rest of the chat lmao.
    cafenurse
    cafenurse
    ooh yes of course go ahead! <3
    cafenurse
    every now and again i brush down my bangs and go "wow i like these!" but 90% of the time i pin them off to the side because theyre such a hassle
    cafenurse
    went to go "play" my shitty little electric keyboard piano today and suddenly my b and b flat key in one octave dont work? okay bye i guess
    cafenurse
    cafenurse
    i bought stickers to put on the keys to tell me what notes they are because why learn when you can cheat :-)
    cafenurse
    the vocaloid tumblr blog i run on occasion turned 5 years old this month. i had a voclaoid blog before this one that i stopped running a long time ago but it was even older....id say maybe 7 years old?
    ugh...time flies.
    cafenurse
    my best friend came over today and has been helping me clean my room, bless his soul. it's a nightmare because im a hoarder and also struggle mentally and emotionally so i really let myself go and it gets pretty gross pretty fast...but it's a lot easier to tackle the cleaning job when someone's there to help you!!
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    cafenurse
    he also used to live with me so he keeps going "hey this is my shirt!" "hey this is mine!" "i left this here?!?!" so :clara_ani_lili: it's beneficial to both of us!
    Jisenku
    Jisenku
    I was literally just thinking about cleaning my room... now I n e e d to do it
    cafenurse
    cafenurse
    cleaning is hard and exhausting, but im so much happier when my room is clean. sometimes when it gets too dirty to the point i cant walk in it or use any of my desk space i get really mad and just stay in bed all day. instead of...cleaning it...
    even though it sucks its so worth it! try to see if you can find a buddy to help you or blast some good music while you do it! :miku_ani_lili:
    cafenurse
    uggghhhhh im so tired of PACKING dorm life SUCKS
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    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    God, I feel that. That was always the worst part of the end of the year; packing up my whole life, knowing I'd have to do it again in a few months anyway. orz I found keeping everything stored in their own compartments throughout the year helped, at least a little! But it's definitely tiring either way. You're doing great!
    cafenurse
    cafenurse
    thanks peaches!!! :kokone_lili:
    its the reason im not gonna dorm anymore, i would dorm all of college if i didnt have to move out every summer and then back in every fall. it's just such a PROCESS to do twice a year.
    packing sucks but also i couldnt find an affordable storage unit so im keeping stuff in my friends garage but she said 3 boxes only, and i have WAYYY more than 3 boxes worth of stuff so now is the hard part of deciding what to let go </3 im a hoarder and a shopaholic so this is so difficult for me lol
    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    Oh God, I feel that. If you ever need to talk it through, I'm here! I've developed hoarding tendencies thanks to my mom's hoarding so I know how difficult it is to part with stuff.
    cafenurse
    only one exam leffft and then this semester is over thank gooodness. then i can focus on getting my mental health in a better place
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    i cant freaking believe its been 5 months of this hell. i have been so miserable. trauma is a bitch.
    really appreciate everyone in my life (including wonderful members of VVN!) who have been so so kind to me this year. It means so much to me as im dealing with these difficult times. like, really, it means more than i can put in words. <3
    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    Hell yes! Spend this whole summer focusing on you, okay? I've been worried and praying for you. I know how awful it is to go through trauma and have to keep on living. But you're doing so well, and I'm so happy you're here.
    cafenurse
    cafenurse
    Thank you peaches!!! your kindness and friendship is always important to me, but even more so these last 5 months. its so easy to spend all your time thinking about the bad people who hurt you, but there are also so many good people in this world, and surrounding myself with those people has been so good for me during these times. :kokone_lili: :kokone_lili:
    cafenurse
    i dont like nerds but i like the rope part of a nerds rope so i just take all the nerds off and eat the jelly rope part is that a crime
    cafenurse
    oh having a rough night again...sigh
    im thinking of releasing another song soon, it's basically done but i dont really love it, but its happy and upbeat and everything else im working on is...not happy and upbeat and i guess i dont wanna seem like im only ever all sad. its just hard when things going on in your life are always so bad and i just cant keep it together most ngihts.
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    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    There’s no shame in sad songs. Releasing a happy song that you’re not happy won’t do you as much good as a sad song you ARE satisfied with. Just take it easy, alright?
    cafenurse
    cafenurse
    thanks peaches ;w; <3
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