i caved in and spent a lot of money on the pink and blue vinyl of m83's "hurry up we're dreaming" and that half of my paycheck was so worth it, by the time i got to "splendor" i had basically ascended to a higher plane
years ago i shared my art in a discord server and a forum and got told several times that it looked really bad and i got insecure and upset and stopped pursuing art entirely. every now and again i do a doodle. i shared some of these new doodles in a discord server and got met with so much love and praise. it feels nice. i wish i was involved in these positive communities when i was a sensitive, impressionable teenager. although those negative comments dont affect me as much now, its hard to undo the damage they did when i was 15
i finally got the lily bondage figure, shes been my most wanted lily fig since i was like 12 but i didnt want to put her on my xmas wishlist that my parents would see LOL
she came in yesterday and shes soooo pretty and tall!
i put up my anime figures today because i finally got a shelf for them! i gave up on the detolf because it appears it will never be in stock for as long as i live. i like the shelves i got just fine. :) most of my anime figures are broken and/or have pieces missing so thats a struggle...but my collection is looking good.
i get heartburn so severely i feel like i have GERD
idk does anyone else here ever have heartburn that lasts for over a week? my friends say theyve only had it for a day or two but we're also pretty young so maybe when you're older it lasts longer and god just hated me early. last time i had it it lasted for 2 weeks and didnt go away til i took prescribed medication, it came back and im on day 4 rn and have to go get my pills refilled this week. luckily i didnt eat an entire fucking pizza this time (i know im dumb) so it doesnt hurt as bad as it did the first time....but the heartburn diet is truly saddening. its like...oatmeal and unseasoned veggies and thats it
had a mental breakdown and started rearranging all my furniture and redecorating my apartment, but halfway through i lost the motivation so now my apartment is just a mess of boxes and half built ikea furniture that i dont feel like dealing with
I bought some merch from a smaller musician ive been into (snowblood) and she sent me 3 free goodies, a handwritten note and she signed the posters i bought!!!
buying from small artists/businesses is always so rewarding. even when youre not getting free goodies lol, it's nice to know youre supporting someone who really appreciates it.
i had the opportunity to work at the concession stands at the grammys but i passed it up because ive worked 13 days in a row and am TIRED...but how funny would it have been to be like "yeah i was at the grammys "
i wonder if miku expo outside of japan is ever going to happen again...? no word on a miku expo happening this year (i dont think anyway? i havent been paying attention) and theyre closing the NA store. hmmm.