yesterday i was itchy and thought i was breaking out into hives, today i woke up and i have multiple large, bright red swollen lumps that itch like crazy :')
got it looked at and apparently they're spider bites. i was, somehow, at some point in time, bit by a spider(s) 6 times
me, a massive arachnophobe, is horrified
i definitely feel like i've gotten a little more in the groove of making music. it's still not a speedy process to get to the final product, but i'm creating rough drafts (or i guess theyre called demos in music, but i like the term rough draft more haha) much faster.
my friend the other day randomly sent me a picture of unscented, all natural laundry detergent and was like "look it's laundry detergent you're not allergic to!"
nice to know she thinks about me when she sees laundry detergent
my dream job in life was to be a trucker, but unfortunately i got hit by a car some years ago and now i cant drive because i just have panic attacks all the time so my dream was CRUSHED, but American truck simulator was on sale so i bought it and it is filling that void in my life
ive now been on my second medication for a month and im feeling discouraged. my shoulder acne is back with a vengeance, ive gotten a few new pimples including a cystic one, and the acne scarring on my cheeks is still SO prevalent, i feel like it's gotten worse but that might be just 'cause im so emotional about this stuff lol. looking at photos from before meds i cant deny that my skin has cleared up an insane amount, but like, i just wish it would be fully cured. the scarring on my cheeks is so severe, my dermatologist very bluntly was like "oh yeah thats so bad" ahsksnhd. having severe acne just sucks so hard, im so self conscious and emotional about it. cry cry cry
but as emotional and dramatic as i am about it, i have been looking at old photos from before getting treated and the improvement is so significant and it has brought a lot of joy back to my life to have clearer skin. mayhaps ill share some b4 and after photos lol, but photos of me without makeup + a filter are basically non existent
my friend is like, an actual musician who can play instruments and stuff, so i asked him to collab with me on a song, and its going "super well"
him: well you have to make sure everything is in the same time signature
me: that sounds like math
him: it is math
me: dont you dare bring math into this
him: music theory is essentially math
me: i cant believe youve done this
im trying to sell some of my old posters/wall scrolls since im moving soon....an old brs wallscroll i had was super dirty, since its cloth i figured it could be washed but couldnt but it in the washer with the plastic parts on it...so instead i put it in the bathub with hot water and laundry detergent. and vuella, goodbye stains!!
one of my classes got changed from in person to asynchronous online (i think because the program im in is understaffed) but im kinda thankful cause it was a 3 hour class that got out at 8:15 pm and im glad i dont have to sit in person for that now