i cant decide if for my song im releasing sunday if i wanna use sonika or gumi.
i basically made it for gumi, but when i was done with the vsqx i listened to it with all of my other engloids for funsies and ended up really liking how sonika sounded, despite her...yaknow...sonikaness
i like to shit on v5 sometimes mostly as a joke but ultimately i dont have any qualms with it. i havent even tried it yet cause it would make my computer burst into flames but i like the usages ive heard of it and all my anti v5 jokes are just out of love. i really do hope for the best for the program (and i also realize v5s lackluster life isnt really v5s fault, but moreso yamahas)
ive been such a negative nancy tm since something traumatizing happened to me in january but ! there are good people in my life who check up on me everyday and take good care of me and i am eternally grateful. good people exist even if its hard to remember that sometimes
suddenly it jumped up to be 90 degrees f everyday this week, and while i like warmer weather, im sad we basically skipped the few weeks of spring its 70-80?!?! why did we go straight from cold to hot :(
as i often lament about here i have not been having the swaggiest time mentally lately, and i thought i had done a pretty good job concealing it in my real life until recently ive started to get a startling number of people reaching out to me suddenly saying things like "im really worried about you we should talk" or "are you okay im worried". so turns out? i did not do a very good job concealing it
i havent been working on covers like i said i would (oops) but i have been putting a lot of work into originals :) i have 3 originals in the works, 2 close to completion. they sound pretty yucky but it is what it is. everyone starts somewhere!