I didn't even bother watching the Mirai livestream this year. I felt it was already depressing enough to be rejected by Japan yet again, that sitting at home watching what I'm missing out on again would just make me even sadder. I'll just watch the concert when the Blu-ray comes.
I'd be lying if I said I'm not bitter. I was so sure this was the year I could go again. Also lost quite a bit of money on tickets, but that's not as bad as not being able to go, and byuing multiple tickets was a risk I was willing to take.
I spent so much time there visiting and everything, and they just keep kicking me/us in the balls, keeping us out for no good reason.