Now that my vocaloid collection is rehomed I got this weird sense of dang XD like def happy that I got them to people who wanted them but it's bitter sweet ya know end of a time in my life but I will miss it but now the money I would have spent on vocaloid discs can go to getting custom Galaco merch made ovo
Why does my family not understand that I do in fact mean it when I tell them I do not need to be in a relationship in order to be happy; I am perfectly content being single with my cats a dog and friends; being single was not why I was depressed I do not need a partner to feel happy my friends get it but they can't seem to grasp the concept..
I've decided to get rid of my vocaloids at this point started anti depressants and they helped a lot for my mood and the only time I really tuned was when I needed a distraction from my depression and it kinda makes my mind go there when I try ill be contacting people I know want specific ones and go from there
I'm at the point where I am considering giving away vocaloid collection at this point I really don't use them often anymore and I haven't really liked using them in a while and I think that aspect of my life might be done? If that makes sense still love the voicebanks themselves just fallen out of love with using them is all.
Been in a bad mental state for around a week now so I haven't really been talking to my friends because I just can't right now but I try to message them everyday to check in up till now but the moment I feel bad it is just silence and that just makes me feel worse because everything being one sided is one of my biggest fears and it is seeming to be true and idk
Legit I can never get the intricacies of songs down ;-; I can't hear all the details without earbuds closely but then with earbuds since I'm deaf in my right ear I can't get all of them that way either finna bout to give up for the day lol
I don't really have a great way to display them but I added some Hoenn babies! 9 to be exact :x Skitty hasn't been added to the NA pokemon center so next order is when she is added >.> Surskit is precious baby and I would die for him