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  • Guess who had a nightmare that their cat was hurt and is now a bit crazy about checking on him me thats who
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    Leon
    Leon
    I HATE WHEN THIS KIND OF THING HAPPENS. Especially @ pets, friends, or family 😭
    Silver lining, the relief when realizing it was just a dream can be nice :')
    I have found this magical song from a youtube ad because I'm broke enjoy everyone
    Ronny777
    Ronny777
    30$USD

    This add campaign feels like a fever dream
    Maribelle
    Maribelle
    This add campaign is the best thing to ever happen tbh first ad I ever got on YouTube that worked and got me to click
    Kitterr
    Kitterr
    adds a peepy to the list of things i want but can't have
    Now that my vocaloid collection is rehomed I got this weird sense of dang XD like def happy that I got them to people who wanted them but it's bitter sweet ya know end of a time in my life but I will miss it but now the money I would have spent on vocaloid discs can go to getting custom Galaco merch made ovo
    Why does my family not understand that I do in fact mean it when I tell them I do not need to be in a relationship in order to be happy; I am perfectly content being single with my cats a dog and friends; being single was not why I was depressed I do not need a partner to feel happy my friends get it but they can't seem to grasp the concept..
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    ThomasWilde
    ThomasWilde
    Relatable. Please just let us exist world :mikoto_lili: (Though if I'm being honest it doesn't 100% apply to me but it's still Relatable)
    Maribelle
    Maribelle
    Thank you both and yeah they seem to take it as denial not just me being content with life and enjoying having my own bed (like legit why would I ever share it like) idk lol maybe get a housemate down the road just someone to live with if I begin to get crazy and lonely lol but relationship wise nah not for me henny
    MillyAqualine
    Someone here always posted statuses about trying to find a Mew disc if that was you please tell me I am going crazy over here right now .-. Feel like a stalker digging through old statuses
    sketchesofpayne
    sketchesofpayne
    (I read that a few ways before deciding how you meant it. Grammar is funny.)
    • Please tell me I am going crazy.
    • Please tell me: "I am going crazy."
    • Please tell me. I am going crazy.
    Maribelle
    Maribelle
    All are applicable lol
    I've decided to get rid of my vocaloids at this point started anti depressants and they helped a lot for my mood and the only time I really tuned was when I needed a distraction from my depression and it kinda makes my mind go there when I try ill be contacting people I know want specific ones and go from there
    I'm at the point where I am considering giving away vocaloid collection at this point I really don't use them often anymore and I haven't really liked using them in a while and I think that aspect of my life might be done? If that makes sense still love the voicebanks themselves just fallen out of love with using them is all.
    Been in a bad mental state for around a week now so I haven't really been talking to my friends because I just can't right now but I try to message them everyday to check in up till now but the moment I feel bad it is just silence and that just makes me feel worse because everything being one sided is one of my biggest fears and it is seeming to be true and idk
    Maribelle
    Maribelle
    Thank you it will I just don't quite know how to go about this type of thing at the moment I feel if I bring it up after I have been silent I am the bad person and I don't think they are bad or anything just it hurts in the end
    peaches2217
    peaches2217
    I don't think that's something you only have the right to talk about after being active and chatty, y'know! I know it's scary, but I think your friends truly care about you and wanna help you.
    Krin
    Krin
    I'm really sorry this is happening to you :((( also I just wanna say that I understand and relate to this so much rn because I'm in a very similar situation with a couple of my irls so I know exactly how you feel. It's sad because I feel like I'm putting in all the work and it's like, most of the time me texting them and yeah one-sided it a very good way to put it. The worst part is I have no idea why things are like this or if I did something or if I annoyed them or?? And it's been like this a couple months now. I never know if I'm overthinking or what but it makes me feel kind of uncomfortable and uncared for.

    I know this was no help but I saw your post and felt like I needed to say something because I'm kind of in the same place and wanted to let you know I understand u!!! 💪💪
    Legit I can never get the intricacies of songs down ;-; I can't hear all the details without earbuds closely but then with earbuds since I'm deaf in my right ear I can't get all of them that way either finna bout to give up for the day lol
    Vetis
    Vetis
    Have you tried switching your earbuds to mono? There are ways to do this in Windows, Mac and on phone! You'll get both tracks in both ears — may not help much, but it's worth a shot if you haven't already.
    Maribelle
    Maribelle
    I have it helps a bit but not perfect but I really do appreciate the suggestion! :)
    Vetis
    Vetis
    Sorry to hear that! I've read articles that people with hearing issues in one ear tend to hear different parts of songs that most people usually don't pick up on due to the way their brains lock onto sound frequencies, so you maybe have that superpower and hadn't even realised!!
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