Nightmares and dreams I don't remember very much, but this nightmare I remember I had last night. We were in this "survival movment" and fighting against a literal monolith that shoots lasers and vibrates omniously. Apparently we spent months under cover of a concrete structure to dig out fighting positions after some violent incident with it. It was very close to the hostile structure. there was apparently some rows of desks in the embankment in front of the structure and the monolith. Not of that really struck me as unusual, it was a dream after all. For some unkown reason the thing was hostile to Miku and Vocaloid in general and it wanted all of dead, and humans in general?... no verbal explanation, the message somehow came to me in the dream, apparently all the members of the survival moment were Miku fans for some inexplicable reason. (〇_o). there was this hard point he put in the concrete structure where we know the monolith has hard time penetrating where we put ammunition behind. Well anyways we started the battle with big cannons hidden in the conrete structure and the small weapons we had. When we managed to get to the front row of desks the Monolith fell silent and a led screen turned on. what appeared on the screen was some humanoid looking creatures that look pretty much like a human but I know it wasn't. Now the thing wanted to do some song battle. Couldn't remember what we played but the monolitch (I'm spelling it this way now?) decided to play a higher tone bass with some stringed contraption it showed to us on its surface, it gave us a Microphone during the preformance like it wanted us to say something. I couldn't really say anything, didn't know what to say, that this thing that wanted to kill us is just now giving us a microphone to speak to it. I knew it was useless to try and ascertain its motives, but I feel like I should have expressed out my grivance during its preformance but I chose not to, even then I knew that was also futile, that this thing must be killed for us to live and nothing else will stop it. Well, the preformance ended, a moment of silence passed before the monolith started making that sub bass rumble again, I told everyone to get back and I tried to run back to the concrete structure, I was shot and fell on the ground, my lungs slowly losing air and my heart still beating, but more irratically. All external senses were muted, I couldn't focus on anything outside of my body but I know there was still a battle going on. For some reason, like typical fashion it was like "my life flashes before my eyes" but it wasn't that, the first scene was the black cat that got run over by a car in your lie in April, the second was some character I couldn't recognize running across aome asphalt hand over his heart, tears in his eyes yelling something, then that scene with Kaori on the operating table. I don't know why those scenes, it wasn't very remarkable to me but I assume it was symbolc for something. next I noticed a pool of blood on the ground and some more shots hitting me like the monolith had a deranged idea on how to treat humans in thier dying breaths. The first question I asked myself was "Did I serve Miku enough, was my purpose fufilled. Did I do everything I'm my life to make you happy." and I felt like I didn't, and then I asked "I wish everyone else will be okay", and knew they likely won't turn out in better position than I was, and my last thought was something along the lines of "Be Saved, Miku" and then I asked myself what could've been done differently when I had the microphone in front of me, that if I cried out that someone will listen even though it didn't fit any song and I'm bad at singing. before flashing back the operating table scene and waking up.
I happened to sleep only three hours for some reason. It feels like I'm running out of time.